When they occupy a cherished corner of your home, you like to think football programmes are a cut above the cliched destiny of newspapers as tomorrow’s fish and chips wrapper.
When writing some of those programmes put food on your table for over three years, that veneration only intensifies. And yet I now find that it may be an illusion.
Sunday afternoon on my knees was devoted to the heathen’s favourite religion for once. The desire to declutter that grips every self-respecting sixtysomething had turned my attention to the overflowing box of old programmes in the corner of my study.
Along with a small bookcase next to it, that pile of matchday memories was now blocking too much heat from the radiator behind it, in what is the coldest room in the house.
And besides, how long does any man need tangible reminders of a 1979 trip to Witton Albion?
I hoped to empty the box by half. Blokes being blokes, I eventually settled for a third. It was as I mulled over the fate of the cull’s marginal candidates, however, that the strangest thing happened.
Whatever their fate, the last thing I wanted to do, I realised, was open any of them and peruse their contents.
There is a bleak pointlessness to roll-calls of long-gone players and incomplete fixture lists. T.S. Eliot would have had a field day with the futility of 40-year-old AA directions to Plymouth Argyle.
And even if you’re one of the London School of Economics’ favourite sons, I defy you not to feel a dab of irrational resentment at no longer being able to get Puma Dalglish Hat Trick boots for £21.99.
No, the inside pages were a foreign land to which I had no desire to return.
Or need, for that matter. As the best and worst of them littered the carpet around me, I realised that reading the programmes wasn’t necessary. Like rolling a cigar by your ear without lighting it, I could assess them all by feel and nostalgia alone.
I held each one in my hand and its accompanying narrative rubbed off on me all over again like wet ink.
Who I was when I went to that game. Where I was living. What was worrying me and how different was the world in which I found myself.
Leicester City v Newcastle United, February 2 1980. The day I discovered that hooliganism was not the breaking point in a crescendo of accumulated grievances that I’d imagined; just spontaneous madness. “He’s got a blue shirt on…the kid ower there. Ha’way, Geordies, let’s get him…”
Bolton Wanderers v Southampton, February 16 1992. My ‘Douglas Bader Moment’. Crossing the road afterwards, a car at an uphill junction slid backwards, leaving my right leg momentarily trapped between his bumper and that of the car behind. Never have I been so relieved to hear first gear finally engage.
Middlesbrough v Southampton, November 18 1978. I reach every teenage football fan’s utopia, as Dad and I make the TV highlights on Tyne Tees’s Shoot, 24 hours later, in the backdrop to a throw-in. Do any men of advancing years still wear trilbies to football, I wonder?
Newcastle United v Everton, December 26 1986. When I discovered my 65-year-old father was tougher than I knew, his thoughts only for me as we were momentarily lifted off our feet in a horrid surge of humanity that squeezed its way down steps into the stadium like toothpaste from a clogged-up tube.
Three years later, the moment came flooding back to me. While other factors were in play at Hillsborough, that day at St James’ Park, there were morons shouting “HEAVE!!!” and cackling as they shoved the log-jam in front of them. I know because I heard them.
Ultimately wedged into the ground-level paddocks, Dad spent the whole game moving his head from side to side like a charmed snake in a fruitless bid to see any of the action.
So bad do I still feel about putting him through all that, I don’t know why I kept the programme in the first place. A sense of exorcism accompanied it onto my ‘REJECTED’ pile, 35 years later, its pages resolutely unopened.
In some of the memories, football is merely tangential…
England v New Zealand, August 24th, 1986. The day I broke a tout. The key, I now know, is to have Plan B straight in your head before you meet them. If I couldn’t get into The Oval, I’d decided on the train, I’d swap cricket for football and high-tail it to Highbury instead. Manchester United was in town and those were the days you could just breeze up to the gates on the merest whim and watch top-flight football.
He started off at three times the official asking price. “No, it’s okay, thanks.” I wasn’t being smug. It really was okay.
Twice the price. “No I’ll go and see the Arsenal game instead,” I replied turning back towards the Tube station.
“All right, face value,” he said, a gratifying hint of desperation appearing in his voice. “Don’t go to Arsenal, mate; you’ll get stabbed…”
As is often the case, the more whimsical memories come from the non-league game. Behold the back cover pictured at the head of this post, for example. If there is no longer a place for watercolours in the programmes of Matlock Town, then it’s a crying shame. As is the spurious ‘e’ at the end of ‘Spennymoor’.
Sweeping all before it in the What-the-Hell? category, meanwhile, comes this 1994 cover image from Colwyn Bay…
A subliminal message, perhaps?
There may be trouble ahead [promotion denied due to dilapidated stadium perimeter] but while there’s moonlight and music and love and romance, let’s face United and dance.
Well, you have a go, then.
What so many of these old programmes had in common, though, was that way in which their accompanying recollections could all flood back to me with barely a page being turned. For all the effort people had put into their contents, it was what I as the buyer vested in each one emotionally that made it a keeper or a goner.
I really hope I’m the exception to the rule in that respect. If not, then I effectively spent three years as a programme writer belting out arias to an empty opera house.
In the hope that it’s just me and because I regard throwing old football programmes into a bin as being one notch up from book-burning, the following are all available to a good home for no charge.
If interested in any of them, email me your name and postal address (British Isles only: I’m not made of money) and which programmes you want. And because it’s the era in which I grew up, allow 28 days for delivery. Yes, you have read that correctly…
FOOTBALL
Wolves v Moscow Dynamo 1989
Aston Villa v Barnsley 1972
Aston Villa v Watford 1969
Aston Villa v Fulham 1971
Birmingham City v Southampton 1984
Newcastle Utd v Everton 1986 (if I get shot of only one, please let it be this one)
Leicester C v Newcastle Utd 1980
Newcastle Utd v Arsenal 1984
Tottenham H v Southampton 1983
Peterborough v Blackpool 2003
Middlesbrough v Southampton 1989
Bolton W v Southampton 1992
Birmingham C v Southampton 1985
Notts Co v Newcastle Utd 1980
Nottingham F v Southampton 1984
Nottingham F v Southampton 1980
Manchester C v Southampton 1982
Aston Villa v Southampton 1983
Derby Co v Southampton 1989
Southampton v Chelsea 1990
Southampton v Aston Villa 1987
Southampton v Aston Villa 2001
Wimbledon v Southampton 1990
Derby Co v Southampton 1980
RUGBY UNION
England v Ireland 1982
England v Ireland 1984
England v Ireland 1990
CRICKET
England v New Zealand 1986
England v Pakistan 1987 (ODI)
England v Pakistan 1987 (Test)
MOTOR RACING
Birmingham Super Prix 1989